I havent been updating my blog over a week now.. I have been busy with assignments and upcoming exams.. Extremely busy and trying hard to bring myself to study mode.
Alhamdulillah.. I have managed to finished my 2000 words essay by the will of Allah and His help through MashaAllah helpful and beautiful people around me..
Subhanallah.. I was in the verge of giving up but Allah lift my sorrow and help me from different directions... I was seriously in desperate need of His help..
And Suddenly Amira called me to offer her help to proof read my essay.. Safinah too..
I had a sudden urge to meet up with my lecturer the other day to ask his help in structuring my essay as I had lost quite a lot of marks in the previous assignment and Im not sure why.
Then I remembered Farhana.. MashaAllah she is a legend!
On thursday morning, I texted her.. I was so determined to meet my lecturer to ask for help but I didnt want to go alone so I asked Farhana to go with me. We met up at ERC but unfortunately our lecturer was nowhere to be found. So we decided to do our work in the library.
Farhana helped me from scratch and showed me her structure. Her points are similar to mine just that I didnt discuss about the Hijab. She was such a great help Alhamdulillah I regained my confidence to write the essay.. I wrote like 6pages of Key points and elaborations in 2 hours.
At 1pm I went to genetics lecture but the lecturer was very sick so he cancelled the lecture which is great hehe.. It was the last ever lecture.. So started our prac early..
And most importantly with the help of my two beloved auties.. Rosela n Fadilah who helped me on Saturday with the Essay and Wak min who supplied the satay.. It was phenomenal =D
And soon I realized that I've got heaps to catch up for genetics. I have to make myself understand the concepts so that I will be able to answer the questions in the Exam by the will of Allah. I did not do well in the test and I am determined to do well in the exam inshaAllah..
Safinah has given me a very tough advice that I need to put myself together and start being studious. Force myself to study. She said that you need to be smart for people to respect you.. That statement has blown my mind..
I have to maintain a positive attitude over this exam period and keep my morale high.. I will try my very best and will submit to Allah for the results..
I have a goal.. I've got an ambition..As a Khalifah, I have an ultimate goal.. I know now whatever I do is for Allah.. For the Ummah! For Islam! I have to strive to be a better person each day and not to let others ridicule my Deen! InshaAllah! I CAN DO IT!!