Today's date is 15th November 2010. Subhanallah, Time really flies even when ur not having fun.. at all.. It means that the Day of Judgement and death is nearer every single day. At the same time, you have to do as much good deeds as though you are living forever..
Life is complicated subhanallah.. It meant to be.. My exam is tomorrow and I am really nervous. I ask Allah to give peace and calmness to my heart. I have an Oral exam for Arabic which I have to memorize. I ask Allah to make me remember if I forget.. Allah.. I am nervous indeed. I think it is because tomorrow is my first exam.
Alot of things going through my head right now and I dont know what I should do..
Tomorrow is the Day of Arafah inshaAllah. So I will try to fast and not miss the reward that Allah has prepared for us. Suddenly I feel the urge to go for Umrah.. But not able to at the moment due to financial reasons. I guess I need to start working.. but I wont be able to concentrate on my studies.. Oh God, what should I do?
Maybe I should focus on my exams first and I will be free on thursday inshaAllah.
When I thought about it. We know when our exams exactly are in the world and we make preparations for it. I mean extensive preparations..
But sometimes we do forget that we have a real exam awaiting for us but we dont know when. So we need to be prepared ALL THE TIME.. which I usually failed to be.. An exam which will determine whether you will receive your book with your right or left.. whether be eternal bliss or torment.. whether you will be amongst the beloved or cursed... Allahu Akbar!!
اللهم أجرنا من النار وادخلنا الجنة دار السلام !!
سبحان الله وبحمده سبحان الله العظيم
.ربنا آتنا في الدنيا حسنة وفي الأخرة حسنة وقنا عذاب النار