AaaaaaChoooooo! Alhamdulillah..
My blog is pretty dusty after 7 months of being left 'hibernated'.
I have lost my words eversince. Having difficulties expressing myself in speech as well as writing.
Even at this very moment it is really hard for me to organize my mind and write this entry..
Usually, people write on their blogs what they are having a hard time. Yeah Im having an unsettle moment right now. I have not been productive at all in my studies.. A lil bit distracted. I cant afford to be distracted as my exams are around the corner.. in 2 weeks.. but yeah..

Trying very hard to regain confidence and strength to move on..

7 months have passed.. Alot of things happened.. Pleasing and Distressing.. I feel a lil bit restricted on what I want to write. It may offend some people but everyone has a right to express their opinions.

Anyways, there are things in life that u like and dislike, u love and you hate.
I have been trying to eliminate the feel of hatred from certain things which I shudnt care of.

The most sensitive issue that I despise of is that of Nationalism.. The Question of where you are from. I was never able to comprehend the need of questioning someone where they came from. I mean which country they are from. Like seriously. What can u gain from it?

Personally, I dont usually ask people where they are from unless it is necessary coz I myself dont like to be asked. Often that people who asked me are those came from overseas. I do get annoyed sometimes but I have to deal with it. I dont favour it because I felt that I was labelled into a group and I was isolated. Although I know that they do not have any bad intentions. There is no significance to it. It doesnt mean that if I am Malay, I will be sticking around malays where ever I go. It doesnt mean that I will have alot in common with them. I dont mind religious wise. As in they are labelling me as a Muslim because that is something to be proud of because it's very obvious anyway.

Anyways..
There are infact other things which concerns me but again things that i shouldn't pay attention to.. I will try to inshaAllah keep my mind and heart open to recognize and accept others differences and respect their thoughts and opinion..

Keep Smiling,
Umairah