Salaams!

It seems that i hav been ignoring my blog these days lol.. It is not that ive got nothing to update. Just that ive got soooo much to tell that i cudnt even type them out.. seriously..

Anyways.. can u believe that a year has passed? its a new year today! I have officially finished 1st year of uni.. time flies eventho ur not having fun.. and now 3weeks had passed ie i had my holiday for 3 weeks now.. hmm i hav no idea what i did.. not very productive i supposed.. family trips here and day.. gatherings.. i just realised how much we spent time together as family that i dont have time for myself. usually during school days ive always spent time by myself be it in the library or on the lawns.. sometimes talking to myself..hehe

Now that 3 weeks over i have 2months and a week to kill.. there are lots of stuff i wanna achieve BUT yeah..
Im not sure what i wanna achieve next year.. we are humans.. of course i have a vision but it is still unclear therefore im too afraid to be too determined.. for example, I do wanna study medicine and be a doctor inshaAllah.. BUT the goal is too far away and I myself is unsure abt it. yep i know ive gotta work on the milestones.. and i noe its not gonna be easy tho.. my sem2 results showed me how i need to study harder next coming years as uni life is not that easy.. altho i studied a month before its hard to get a distinction.. I will need to be more consistent in my studies and my spiritual beings..

When I observed people around me, I knew that in uni im exposed to the first step of real life.. I met all sorts of people be it political influenced, academic achievers, religious people, liberals, so called modern n civilized, atheists etc.. Im still learning how to react when confronting with them.. its not an easy task.. but as long as they dont provoke me or my believes, Im alright with them.. afterall, they are my brothers n sisters in humanity..

I really enjoyed uni life despite all sidebacks hehe.. what happened in the past will teach me how to react on the future.. I will always try to make the most out of today to prepare for the future.. inshaAllah.. and I desperately need to work on my spiritual needs.. Oh Allah please give me Your Love n guidance.. Amin