Salams everyone! Hows holidays and eid goin?.. it must be fun.. it had been ages since i didnt have eid back in my country. but i guess ive gotta move on mate.. like seriously. i cant be clinging into the past and wishing that it will come true.. its not gonna happen anymore UNLESS.. ehem2.. nothing..

Oh well ive gotta go to school today but i was too exhausted n had a massive headache inthe morning therefore i didnt go.. another bludge.. i shud be studying instead on facebooking n blogging lol.. but not in the mood AGAIN.. OMG wat shud i do??? wat happened to my NEW REVOLUTION??? ARRGGHH!

Yesterday's open house was great alhamdulillah. even though i was very exhausted, it was enjoyable. For the first time in 4years, my friends came to my house for eid as well as for a visit.. I never had anyone come to my house to visit me in specific lol.. But alhamdulillah they enjoyed it and im grateful. There were 10 of them. Although i expected more to come but Alhamdulillah. Thanks guys for coming!! =)

But deep down i feel sorrowful.. hmm dont really noe why.. actually there is something that is bothering me.. im trying to get over it and get rid of it..

Hmm mcm dah lupa raye kat singapore mcm ne.. adelah org2 kate singapore raye best.. tapi ape best nye x tau lah.. but for me, kalau ade family alhamdulillah.. kene play around lah kan.. kalau masuk kandang kambing mengembik, kalau masuk kandang lembu menguak (bkn mengembu eh).. kalau masuk kandang harimau... manelah harimau ade kandang hahahaha... ok back tu story.. aku rase aku kene mentally prepared to change n adjust myself.. btul jgk makin kite balik makin kite asyik nk balik.. ape kate org dah ade momentum.. (ish physics) lebih baik x balik.. tapi sgt2 nk balik bkn sbb family tapi sbb youth programs.. rindu sgt2 camp2 motivasi.. takpelah blm masenye kot.